360° Twists

25 Feb 2011, Changing Weathers-
Personal Mood: Cloudy


It has been some times ever since my last blogging which myself had already forgotten when did i penned my last blog post. Being the first blog post in 2011, this can be seen as a summary for 2010 and also a fresh start of Da Year! I am expressing my up and down for the route that i have bypass all year round.

Introductory Tears on my Eyes 


Studying in Brickfields currently was fun in the beginning and the environment just turn to be a bit fired up as time passes...we can really look through many differences on human being attitude..They just turned 360° which i think was horrifying. I am always looking at the mirror asking the same question on whether am i too naive or not prepared to sees the "Societies". Being Your Friend in 1st Year can be very different in 2nd Year. 
      Being a person who dislike any conflict with others and hope to built up happy and cheerful surrounding, it is totally an uneasy task for me. The current circumstances shows that i cant find anyone who is very close to me just like in the beginning in BAC aka Brickfields Asia College..The Presence of this one individual is really undesirable and sometimes i do have a selfish thoughts which hopes that the person will disappear from the surface of earth!
      However thanks to a friend which given me a good advices..which had help me to walk through this heart bopping and suffering period of time..His advice is that from TVB Drama "No Regret"a  phrase by非凡哥 which is"大饭吞得落三碗" which simply means try to forget the unhappiness which happens. Thanks to this advice, i been forging my every step with my own path of life. It doesn't really matter too much too me.. Less Friends or people disliking me will not be my stepping stones towards a better future. No matter how challenging the route ahead is, i will not stop!! Even if i am alone i can still stand firm!! There is nobody who cannot afford to lose anyone!!


A Friend in Me


It has been more than a Year taking law degree at BAC. Nevertheless i had start realizing how a good friends and true hearted friends appears when you need them. My Best Friends is countable and i believe that in a lifetime, everyone will only have a few best friends. I truly appreciate the friendship we have as one of them will be the one from Kepong. He is always listening to me and will never say No even if he really cant help he will treat my sadness with his jokes fulfilled with happiness. He may not be someone outstanding but for me i regarded him as one of my important Brother Best Friends!! 
    
     Best Friend is the one who you trusted and wanted to share any good things with him or her. He is the one from Sg Long which we have common interest (Camera DSLR) and the way we look at our life values. Me Being someone who likes to get free movie passes and others tix and without fail will win it felt that sharing with this person simply worth it and you wouldn't regret. We may not be the best friend in Secondary but i can assure that From now on, we are!! and forever we are!!


    Finally, SHE, a best friend of mine which nows although sitting with me everyday in class but it is obvious and clearly observable that her heart had flies to her B.F.The reliance she had on me had now being narrowed into the scope of education only. Being someone important in her had now being 360° twisted and become someone which can be present or not appearing at all. Sometimes i really hope that her BF didn't appear at all! However all this is just impossible because it had already happen!! To clarify the issue, i have NO CRUSH on this girl at all..just that i have the feeling of losing such a great friends!!:( I can just wish her happy and joyful everyday!


This person i doesn't want to comment too much but one thing i can say...Thanks for once being my very best friends. Misunderstanding is a must in life and whenever TRUST in between is broken, there is no meaning of friendship anymore and i hope that you will one day look out from the misunderstanding and i really appreciate you for being such a good friends. Terima Kasih~~




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